
My lovely friend
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snuggles, sweet, quandary, hearth, loving, crisp.
So this is for you, my dear!
Title: "Quandary"
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG
You felt asleep on the hearth rug after
we took a little walk through
the cold winter night…
Crisp air cutting your faces
like knives…
You had that look in your eyes,
you made me realize
that there’s someone loving
behind these eyes.
So what shall I do.
Just stay your friend?
Should I risk more?
Should I risk our friendship
Because of lust?
Desire?
Could it be …
love?
I’m in a quandry.
You are my friend.
My closest friend.
You’re tugging at my heart.
I tell myself this is no fault of my own..
If only I could hold you
a little bit longer,
maybe you could take back
those drops of
shyness.
Overwhelmed by the thought of a snuggle,
a sweet kiss…
Stop it!
And I thought my heart had
turned to stone
but I was only
lonely …
incomplete without you.
I’m wishing
for soft brightness
that comes with your presence…
wishing for a miracle
that will most
certainly come
as you.
…
If I could bring you
just a bit closer,
even it’s just a little
I think I’d risk
to open
my tightly
sealed door.