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Happy Birthday my dear friend
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aprilkat Thank you for your friendship, for your always lovingly words and your kindness.
May this day be full of love and joy, sunshine and laughter, big tight hugs and many kisses.
I wish you all the very best, my dear.
Title: "Realization"
Pairing: Reader's choice
Rating: PG
Thunder rumbles in the distant mountains…lightning rattles the tiles of my house…snow falls upon snow, falls upon snow…after a while thunder ebbs to silence…snow becomes a gentle cushion… Is there a whisper?Is it a vision?A dream?No, it’s much louder.It’s my heart pounding in my chest… The wind gently murmurs through the blinds,
whispers with velvety softness against the windows…
Mother Nature is sleeping again…
You are sleeping, too.
Do you know how innocent you look when you sleep?While watching you
I realize
it is nothing and everything new …
That it’s you making me feel
alive…
So many times I wished to walk awayto hide in the darkest corner …
to forget about the yesterdays and tomorrows.I was shut out of my own heart…Never showing my true self…Because I was insecurewhat one could say… Did I care about it?No.And yes. Now … for the first time in my life I’m out of controland I have no ideawhat to do. I had learned not to trust.Now - because of you -I’m slowly tearing down the walls that I had built upinside. I feel safe though all safety is lost… Love is the strongest thing in the world…Is it what I have hungered for? Oh yes… Love flows continuously…It isn’t a dream …walking with you in a land I had long forgotten…I almost never knew
…
Love and biggest hugs,
Julchen 
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Date: 2008-12-12 06:18 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-12 07:30 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-12 09:35 am (UTC)From:*snuggles in you until she sleeps*
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Date: 2008-12-12 11:43 am (UTC)From:Beautiful pic too.
Happy day, love.
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Date: 2008-12-12 02:04 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-12 02:15 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-12 02:53 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-12 11:40 pm (UTC)From:…walking with you in a land
I had long forgotten…
I almost never knew
What a beautiful gift, Julchen.
I'm thinking of a certain soft pale cheek and the dark lashes against it. Soft breath rising and falling. And dark eyes watching, tender and patient, learning love for the first time.
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2008-12-13 11:34 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-13 11:34 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-13 11:35 pm (UTC)From:*cuddles you*
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Date: 2008-12-13 11:35 pm (UTC)From:I hope your weekend goes very well, my dear !
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Date: 2008-12-13 11:36 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-13 11:36 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-13 11:37 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-13 11:38 pm (UTC)From:Thanks so much, my dear, for your lovingly words.
You're simply a darling!
*hugs back MORE tight*
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Date: 2008-12-15 02:12 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-12-16 05:01 pm (UTC)From:*hugs you back*
Thanks a lot, darling!