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Just to say thank you, sweetie ...
Title: Now and never
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG
They broke up.
Why?
They seemed to be happy.
It’s all the more difficult now.
Not to become weak.
Not to dream.
Not to think about this little “us”
in my head.
I won’t change anything.
SHE was your first choice.
Not ME.
It hurt.
It hurts so much.
Always does.
I should change my life.
Quick.
Leave everything behind,
Run away.
I should.
I can’t.
I could.
I will.
Liar.
You’ve been here yesterday…
so I took the next step
back into my snail shell –
I didn’t let you in.
My door stays close.
Every door.
There’s no second chance.
Not for you.
Not for me.
There wasn’t an “us” –
I’ll leave it that way.
To be hurt one time
is more than enough…
It’s enough for a life-time.
It wasn’t me
Playing a game.
Unfair.
Cowardly.
Never did.
Never will.
Just leave me alone.
For now
and
Never…
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Date: 2009-02-05 02:16 pm (UTC)From:You're not gonna let 'im, are you? :( Wah! SO sad!
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Date: 2009-02-05 02:28 pm (UTC)From:So sad! Oh Zeke, you can be so complicated - sigh - He loves you, baby, he always did!
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Date: 2009-02-05 02:38 pm (UTC)From:O, you're such a tease, girl. :D
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Date: 2009-02-05 04:13 pm (UTC)From:Thank you, sunshine!
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2009-02-05 04:14 pm (UTC)From:Oh yes, sometimes men are simply complicated ... and yes, Casey will always love his Zeke :-)
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Date: 2009-02-05 04:14 pm (UTC)From:*hugs tight*
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Date: 2009-02-05 04:17 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-05 04:30 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-05 07:59 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-05 09:51 pm (UTC)From:I should change my life.
Quick.
Leave everything behind,
Run away.
I should.
I can’t.
I could.
I will.
Liar.
and
It wasn’t me
Playing a game.
Unfair.
Cowardly.
Never did.
Never will.
It's almost musical, and so poignant.
Lovely.
:D
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Date: 2009-02-05 11:38 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-06 07:19 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-06 07:20 am (UTC)From:Thank you for the compliment, my dear. Your words mean a lot to me!
Love and hugs,
Julchen
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Date: 2009-02-06 07:28 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-02-06 10:33 pm (UTC)From:You’ve been here yesterday…
so I took the next step
back into my snail shell –
I didn’t let you in.
My door stays close.
Every door.
I find it really interesting that Zeke thinks Casey was playing a game with him by dating Del. I wonder? That's a cool theory. You've been watching the movie again, haven't you? :-)
Wonderful, dear!
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Date: 2009-02-07 11:55 am (UTC)From:xD
I really like what you're writing!^^
Those drabbles are awesome!♥
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Date: 2009-02-09 09:14 pm (UTC)From:"You've been watching the movie again, haven't you? :-)"
You know me too well *huge grin*
Thank you, soul!
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2009-02-09 09:15 pm (UTC)From:*snuggles closer*