Missed birthdays .... *sigh*

[julchen11]

Unfortunately my computer was down since New Year (perfect timing!!!) but not it works again and hopefully there will be more time to be here. I've missed you all, f-list! LOTS!

Happy belated birthdays to my dear friends
nimue_8 
rubynye 
kayrey 
and wynterhawk 

I hope you all had a beautiful day with all the things and people you like and you love!
All the best for the coming year, sunshine, moonlight, starshine and love, love, love !!!

I've found this little poem in one of my sketchbooks (it's not mine, sorry ... )
and I hope you'll like it as much as I do.

I stay silent
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Those eyes they hold me.
They hold me as tightly as your arms do.
They hold all of me.
They make me want to stay for ever with you.

I feel you near.
I feel you near when you are not there to feel.
I taste you.
I taste you and can not taste any thing else.

Why can’t I see you.
Why can’t I touch you and know your real.
Why can’t I hear you.
And know you are there beside me.

You’re gone.
Like so many others from the past.
You left.
And slowly I start to forget.

I want to say I don’t need you.
I want to say I can live with out you.
I want to say that I can move on.
But I stay mute.

I say nothing at all.
I need you.
I can’t live with out you.
I can never love another.
And still I am silent.
Only a tear tells you I am there.


Love and huge long hugs,
Julchen 

Comments

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Those cakes are gorgeous! All your posts are making me hungry today, lol!

BTW, sorry to hear you've been having computer problems, they are the worst! Hopefully you'll be up and running now again for a long time. *hugs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

LOL! I love cakes, too :-)
It's so good to be back here, as you said - computer problems are the worst. It feels like you're living in a vacuum BUT there was much time to re-read wonderful letters and cards :-)
Thanks for all your lovingly words, sweetie!

*hugs back tight*

[nimue-8.livejournal.com]

*hugs and twirls you*

Thank you Julchen! For the poetic wishes and the touching poem,

And the cake!
What a beautiful, scrumptious, delicious-looking cake! Yummy! It looks like a winter enchantment!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awwww, I'm soooo glad you liked it, sweetie and I hope you had a wonderful day!
It you would live closer you could be sure one of these cakes would have been YOURS!

*dances with you through the night*

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear of your computer woes, but glad you're back. Love the poem.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad to be back, Julia. Life without being able to get and stay in touch with my friends is horrible.
Awww, you like the poem. That makes me feel soooo good!

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

What a stunninly gorgeous poem and post.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, sweetheart!
And thank you sooooo much for your lovingly Christmas card - it made me smile smile smile smile ....
*squishes you*

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

You are welcome and I loved your card to :)

*squishes back*

[romeny.livejournal.com]

Glad to see you back Julchen and posting your lovely poetry again. *hugs*

[shelley6441.livejournal.com]

What lovely cakes! Perfect for winter birthdays (or weddings).

*hugs*