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Hello Hello Hello!

 

Laying still in bed this thoughts crossed my mind – I’ll post it , if you don’t mind.

 

It seems – looking at the entries of the last days – some of my friends don’t feel very good, some of them have to go through so much, it’s seems to be a hard time for them.

 

They don’t ask very often for help but they always get it, friends are around. They are always  listening. They take care.

 

Some of my friends asked me yesterday, what are you doing when you’re really down.

Hmmm. This doesn’t happen that often, but it happens sometimes.

It’s always easy to say

There will be better times or you’ll make it or  believe in good things … etc.

 

At this moment, when you’re down, it’s hard to believe.

What am I doing? It’s different.

 

Sometimes I’m trying to hide, I feel so sorry myself. Poor Julchen. What have I done? And so on and so on. I don’t like it, but sometimes I’m a cry-baby.

There’s a quote I put onto my mirror. LOOK AT THE BEAUTY OF THAT.

Sometimes  when I’m down I’m looking for THAT.

I can be a little dew drop on a flower. No on put it here but it exists.

I can be sand in my shoes, for example when I’m working in my garden. Mother eath between my toes, wow. It feels good.

And then I’m tying to open my eyes a little bit more, even they are full of tears.

It is possible, it always is possible and – most important – it works.

 

So you see – be lucky you can FEEL anything and – as stupid as it sounds – there are always better things to come.

 

Have a nice and wonderful day friends – see you soon again

Always yours

Julchen  

 

Haven, this post is too long … *sigh*