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[julchen11]

Our dear verangel  has chosen the following words in June (shame on me for being that late...):
squeal, slow motion, melting, step, noon, wrong.

 

 

“Maybe”

Part 1

 

There it is – the unmistakable squealing tires of his GTO. When he gets out and  slowly comes closer it looks to me like he is moving in slow motion.

I press myself against a wall of snow …to hide, why I can not say – tough I’m so longing to see him. My hands burn from the cold, the snow beneath them begins to melt.

My heart races, I have to close my eyes … to force myself to breath.

No he’s gone, I can’t see him anymore.

Thanks God!

Shit!

I even don’t understand myself.

 

Maybe I should go one small step on him. This isn’t forbidden, right?

But it would take courage. Much courage.

Why can’t I be one of the 4 musketeers? Or Aragorn? Or Spiderman?

Why do I feel so nervous? Nothing happened, nothing at all.  

 

I’ll probable see him at noon. The time until then will pass too slow, the minutes will feel like hours.
But I’m myself to blame.

 

Perhaps I should really do something… to figure out what’s wrong with me.

Maybe…

Maybe tomorrow.

Comments

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

Hey! There's is nothing wrong to be a little late... I've done so worst T^T

Really intersting beginning! Can't wait to see what our little Casey will do♥

[gabi-fics.livejournal.com]

Awww. Teenage awkwardness and hesitation. I remember it well. Poor aching Casey.

*runs to part 2*

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Aragorn? Spiderman? How cute is this??? C'mon Casey you just need to be yourself, I'm sure Zeke is not waiting for Aragorn. ;)

[verangel.livejournal.com]

Maybe NOW!!! Move forward little Casey. He will be waiting for you. I love this. Thank you sweetheart. I have missed your moments and you so much. I am so happy to be given this. I got your card and gift. I will keep the card forever. The words inside were so beautiful and touched me deeply. You are too wonderful for words. Love you very much xooxox v

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

We've probably all felt this way, when we were young and uncertain. Poor Casey. Gather your courage.

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Poor Casey. Time is short, he needs to act now, now wait.

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

My poor Casey :(

[i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com]

Yup, yup. *goes to part 2*

:D

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I wish a day would have 48 hours, and that I can get 12 hours just for me :-))

Thanks, sweetie!
*leans on you*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, darling!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

"I'm sure Zeke is not waiting for Aragorn" - *giggles*
Thank you, dear!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

As I told you and I mean it - you ARE an angel.
Thank you so much for your lovingly words, sweetie.
They mean so much to me.

Love you, too.

*kiss kiss kiss*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

That's so true, my dear. Thanks a lot!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Time is short ... more than true and they shouldn't waste it, right?

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*smooches*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

(((((((((YOU)))))))))