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Hello my friends,

I’m still not sure whether I should post this or not.
We will see…

Today is such a special day, I call it CRYING MOOD. Some of you know this?
You want to cry, as much as you can. Without any reason.

You wake up and you are able to cry about nearly everything. Nearly everything? EVERYTHING.

I woke up this morning (woke up? I didn’t sleep a lousy single minute …) – with massive headache. Good. Time for coffee. Pang – favourite cup broken.
Perfect for crying.

Went for the shower, put on my favourite jeans and pullover and I wanted to see a good movie. Push the button – black screen. I had to go to the TV shop and after a very very longo and hard conversation I convinced the electrican that he had to come today. Went home by car all in tears, what else?

He came 2 hours later, repaired it – 200 EURO, perfect for crying.

Put in the DVD. Which one? This one:
RETURN OF THE KING.
Frodo and Sam at Mr. Doom, Grey Havens .
– oh my – isn’t it perfect for crying. It is, to tell the truth

I decided to take a bath. So far so good, water was in the tub and it was cold – I forgot to switch on the boiler.
Perfect for crying. And to know it was my fault, I could cry even more.

But I took a bath, until I turned blue all over. Freezingly cold. Icy cold. I couldn’t find my favourite homedress, I’ve chosen one outfit which is too tight and felt very uncomfortable.
Perfect for crying.

Read some fanfiction, found great ones. Sad ones.
Perfect for crying.

What next? Let’s listen to a little music. Started the CD player, first song? Enrigue Iglesias – I love to see you cry. I was listening to this song for about 3 hours, I am crazy.
Perfect for crying.

So why lamenting? Isn’t it a perfect day?

Finally I’m here, after rebooting my Speedy Gonzales computer – the very very slow one – thousands of times.
But – I won’t cry anymore.
After I visited some journals of you I feel better, really better.

I will go on walking through ALL journals of you my friends – Jesus what am I talking about.
Don’t worry – I’ll be o.k. soon, I’m finally home.

And today is Elijah’s birthday. I will have some wine “cheers”and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. BEAUTYFUL!

I never wrote that much… Shall I post it? I have to think about it for a little while.
Enough of it. I’ll post it.

Take care – all of you – you know: I’m watching you

Love to all of you - Julchen

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: Coldplay - Daylight

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*Warme hugs*

Yes, I have days like that too!

Nimue

It'll seem better in the morning. *hugs*

Thank you my dear, just what I needed *hugs you back*

Ah, sweetheart, you're having a difficult day. We all have them at times, and it helps to just tell someone about them, at least it helps me to talk about things like this. I hope things will be better for you now. If you haven't yet, check my journal for a tribute to Elijah. Pretty pictures of the birthday boy. *hugs*

Thank you dearie, feeling a bit better now *hugs you back* -

Thank you sweety, feeling better now. I will look at once to your journal and I hope to see you again. *hugs you back*

Oh, I am so sorry to read you are having a sad day. :( I hope that you will feel better soon. {{{hugs}}}

Thank you my dear, I'm feeling a little bit better now *sigh ... and snuggles*

Ach, I SO know how you feel! But please do post more, hmm? *hugs*

Oh damn.... It´s Elijah´s birthday... *has totally forgotten* I´m such and awful fan!

Post more? It's always the same - I'm thinking too much about it, becoming insecure, nervous and finally I don't do it. Thank you for your encouraging words. No, you're not an awful fan. It's still his birthday ... *hugs you back*

*hugs yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*
Dear darling! What a day!
Just remember: On every sad day is following a good one!
*hugs you more*

Crying isn't always bad. 'Not all tears are evil.' But I hate to think of you feeling sad.

Hope happiness finds you soon, sweetie.

*hugs*

Believe me, I've had my share of weepy days,
and sometimes all it took was a certain song..
How's that for pathetic?

But sweetie, there'll always be
better days for you!

*hopes for lots and lots of good days*

My tears now aren't that bad - I can't stop but I'm smiling at the same time. It's wonderful to be here, knowing you around. And all my other friends as well. And I feel happy ... and very grateful. Life can be so beautiful... Thank you my dear Rakshi. *hugs you back*

I know exactly what you mean and I know there will be better days. One of these better days has already begun. *hugs you*

Insecure? Why insecure - not because of your f-list, surely! We´re here because we WANT to read your entries, you must remember! :o)

Yes it´s still his birthday US time. CET it´s over. Let´s hope he´s enjoying himself though. :o)

That´s a very cute icon btw!

Thank you for this lovely reply. It means a lot to me. And yes - I love this icon so much... The wonderful Randfom_Fandom made it.

It's so good ... *hugs you back* You say it - what a day. The good one has already started. *hugs you again and again*

Yesterday was a day like that for me. Hopefully everything will be brighter for you tomorrow, dear Julchen. *hugs you very tightly*

I'm feeling much better honey, the better day has already started. Thank you for your lovely reply. *hugs you back ... more tight*

*very big hugs* We all have days like that sweetie, just remember that all your friends are here and we all love you and your kind heart very much *bigger hugs*

Deary, I know those days and it's best you just cry when you feel you need to. I hope you feel better soon, though.

*hugs you tightly*

I'm feeling so much better now, I'm glad this bad day is over (it happens now and then, I call it Gemini-day as well...) Thank you sweetie *hugs you back)

I hate those days but I can't change it right then. I'm feeling much better honey, thank you. *hugs you back*

Ah man, I know those days. I hope you feel better soon. *hugs tight*

*hugs you back* - Thank you my dear, feeling better now. I'm glad this don't happen that often. But I'm a Gemini, I should get used to his. *snuggles*

Oh sweetie, that was a horrible day. *hugs tight* I am sure there is a very very happy day waiting for you around the corner. There has to be. *thinking of you*

Thank you honey for your lovely words, this day wasn't that bad. *hugs you back*

Not all tears are an evil.

(((Hugs)))

Thank you love. *hugs you back*

Im sorry I didn't see your post earlier - having bad computer problems & its taking me ages to catch up with all the ORC stuff etc. I hope by now you are feeling a lot happier:){{{HUGS}}}

Don't worry my dear, I knew you've been around. And I'm feeling so much better. *hugs you back*

solche Tage kenn ich auch. Manchmal bracht man so was einfach. Sich asuheuölen kann nämlich auch richtig endspaned sein.

Da hast du Recht und man will auch gar nicht, dass das anders ist. Ich bedauere mich dann schon früh und das zieht sich durch den ganzen Tag. Da möchte ich am liebsten unter der Erde laufen oder mich in ein Eck verkrümeln. Aber das hält ja - Gott sei Dank - nicht lange an.

I had to read this entry, which is so different from the other ones I've read until now.
Yes, there are days in which, without a particular reason, one feels the need to cry. And the more you cry, the more you need to go on. It seems an unstoppable situation.

But the strangest thing is that I perfectly remember that particular day, being Elijah's birthday.

And you know what I did that day? I cried over and over. I remember exactly because I've just got back home from hospital, my back, my right arm and my right shoulder were terribly aching (a good reason for crying), but I was in this particular state in which I simply felt melancholy and sad about everything. I watched TV and cried, I read and cried, I listened to some music and cried.

At the end, I decided I needed more crying and saw ROTK again just to spill more tears and see if there was an end to all this ...

I started to feel better in the following days. Maybe I was just reacting to the stress and the pressure of the previous days, but it's strange we felt the same on that exact day.

Are we soulmates?

*love and kisses*

I'm glad those days are very rare, I call them 'Gemini' days (I am Gemini) .. and yes, no doubt WE ARE SOULMATES , absolutely.
Those crying days ... I saved lots of music, pictures which make me more cry. And of course not to top: Return of the King. Every time I'm watching it I can cry my heart out.
You see ... next time when I am in this crying mood - I will look for you. After this short time there is this gorgeous feeling - hey, I found someone who knows me so very well ... It's a miracle and it feels sooooo good!
thank you for being here love, thank you soooo very much *hugs you to pieces*

I hope there will be no more days in which you are in crying mood, but if you need some comfort and a shoulder on which to cry, you know I'm here (as I'm sure are all of your friends in this lovely LJ community).

And yes, maybe it's a miracle, because after a very short time we seem to know a lot of things about each other, and we understand perfectly. That's a great gift that I will cherish forever.

Now, you know it's time for me to go to sleep. Have a lot of hobbity dreams.

*blows a goodnight kiss*

Good night darling, sleep sweet and lots of Frodo dreams
*I'll see you in my dreams*

*hugs you carefully*

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