Saturday morning

[julchen11]

 Heya, 

at the moment it's 11 p.m. and it seems I drank too much red wine *giggles*
Who cares. Tomorro I have to climb Mt. Everest of Laundry (again) ... though I bet I  won't be that productive :-)

Definitely too much red wine ... I think I'll write a little ...

Title: Liar
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: maybe R?? 

Liar 

One drink too many …

I don’t remember anything…

I’m turning over on my side, opening my eyes to find two burning blue eyes staring at me.
"You know, this is the first time we've slept in the same bed, Zeke.”

"I know, I know. Your parents would kill me if they could see us now. But you were so far gone last night that I was afraid to leave you. You were practically shivering when you went to bed. I wanted to warm you up if I could."

It never bothered me that Casey and I didn't have sex, but it did bother me that I wasn't bothered by the fact that we weren't having sex. 
I always brush the thought away by telling myself that this is Casey and that we are “just” friends and we love each other so much that sex wasn't important. All the other boys or girls that I had slept with were simply girls and boys. that I didn't care about as much.

 

I’m a liar… Usually I’m not 'a cat walking around the milk bowl.

 

It's 1.18 a.m. now - I think I should go to bed.
Good night f-list! See you tomorrow!

Love you all,
Julchen