Saturday morning

[julchen11]

 Heya, 

at the moment it's 11 p.m. and it seems I drank too much red wine *giggles*
Who cares. Tomorro I have to climb Mt. Everest of Laundry (again) ... though I bet I  won't be that productive :-)

Definitely too much red wine ... I think I'll write a little ...

Title: Liar
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: maybe R?? 

Liar 

One drink too many …

I don’t remember anything…

I’m turning over on my side, opening my eyes to find two burning blue eyes staring at me.
"You know, this is the first time we've slept in the same bed, Zeke.”

"I know, I know. Your parents would kill me if they could see us now. But you were so far gone last night that I was afraid to leave you. You were practically shivering when you went to bed. I wanted to warm you up if I could."

It never bothered me that Casey and I didn't have sex, but it did bother me that I wasn't bothered by the fact that we weren't having sex. 
I always brush the thought away by telling myself that this is Casey and that we are “just” friends and we love each other so much that sex wasn't important. All the other boys or girls that I had slept with were simply girls and boys. that I didn't care about as much.

 

I’m a liar… Usually I’m not 'a cat walking around the milk bowl.

 

It's 1.18 a.m. now - I think I should go to bed.
Good night f-list! See you tomorrow!

Love you all,
Julchen 

Comments

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

This was so brilliantly written thanks!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, my dear!
*smooches you*

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

Ah, Zeke, and you're lying to yourself most of all. You want to be much more than friends with Casey.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

:-))
We will see ...

[claudia603.livejournal.com]

Good night!!! Sleep tight! Try to dream about Casey and Zeke!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, sweetie! Daydreaming about Casey and Zeke is soooo very easy *giggles*

[addie71.livejournal.com]

An, Mewsie has it right. Our boy Zeke is really deceiving himself here.

Have a good night's sleep, dear heart!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

You're both right ... so we will see how this will go on :-))
Have a grand day, my dear!

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Maybe Zeke isn't a good liar, but it's so sweet when he tries to be one.
Good morning, Julchen - have fun with the laundry ;-)

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, my dear. no, he isn't a good liar, definitely not!
I'm still climbing up the hill of laundry but I'm nearly finished :-))
Have wonderful day, sweetie!

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

A ficlet!

I like the "two burning blue eyes" full of questions. And hope?

"You know, this is the first time we've slept in the same bed, Zeke.”

Casey's statement is cautious but provocative. He wants it to mean something.

"it did bother me that I wasn't bothered by the fact that we weren't having sex."

Zeke obviously loves him and doesn't want to leave him even without sex. This seems surprising to him :-) I wonder why he feels this way. Is it just that Casey means something different to him from all those others and he doesn't know how to handle it? Is he worried about corrupting him?

"Usually I’m not 'a cat walking around the milk bowl"

Yowl! This image of a feline, prowling Zeke circling an innocent pure Casey ... *explodes*

Ooh, I'd say this demands a sequel. Have some more wine! *ggg*

Thank you Julchen!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, you put a huuuuuuge smile upon my face...
It's a ficlet? Cool...
Casey is very special to Zeke, maybe it's the reason he's a little bit ... "shy?"

A sequel? Okies ... I'll see what I can do *giggles*
*runs for more red wine*

Thank you, my dear! you made my day!
*twirls you around*

[aquila0212.livejournal.com]

Goodness, you're writing a lot these days -- good for you.

ETA -- good for *us*! ;)

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Annie!!!! I'm soooo happy to see you here!!!
You read all the stuff I've written the last days??? Cool.
Thank you, hon.
It's time for a little talk, don't you think so? Missed you a lot!

Lots of love and hugs,
Julchen

[aquila0212.livejournal.com]

Are you on now? Want to chat?

[frodosweetstuff.livejournal.com]

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!!! Zeke is indeed the cat here!! Great ficlet, sweetie! *hugs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

It was my very first ficlet, EVER! I can't tell you how nervous I was, I can steel feel my knees wobbling! You like this, too??!!! You're such a dear! Thank you, babes.
Can't thank you enough. *snuggle´hugs*