It's raining ...

[julchen11]

 It's raining, the best time to stay indoors and get stuff done I wanted to do for so long...
Reading... writing ... *giggles;as if this would be something new*



Title: "Weakness"
Pairing: Z/C
Rating: PG

No beta, all mistakes are mine...

 

“Weakness”

 

Sometimes it isn’t that bad

To be alone.

No… that’s not how it sounds.

But there are times I just

Need a little space…

Sitting on my bed, eyes closed,

Secret tears are streaming down my face,

Tears I don’t want

him to see.

We’ve been through so very much,

The memories are just too strong

On days like this---

Even for me.

I’m confused.

I’m sad.

I’m angry.

I’m hurt.

I’m just naked.

 

Come on, Zeke Tylor –

Stand your ground,

Because he’s worth it.

Because you are worth it.

He remembers me

Day by day

“Dare to be vulnerable,

Just be yourself…”

 

Crying, thinking, arguing with myself…

I don’t know what

Terrifies me the most…

To be lost or

Loosing him.

Perhaps it’s too early to go

Or far too late…
But I'm sure
running away will never be
an option...

I want to be strong,

I hate being weak.

 

I didn’t hear him coming.

He’s running to me,

Hugging me,

Holding me close,

kissing me over and over again...

“I’ll carry you home, Zeke…”

 

That's all I need..
Simply You.



Enjoy your Sunday, f-list. 

Love,
Julchen

 

Comments

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

Perhaps it’s too early to go
Or far too late…
But I'm sure
running away will never be
an option...
I want to be strong,
I hate being weak.

That's so perfectly Zeke. Casey will teach him that being strong doesn't mean not feeling. Another beautiful poem, Juls.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you soooo very much, Julia. It's how I see Zeke ... I'm glad it worked for you.
*hugs you gently*

[honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com]

Oh, Zeke! You poor darling! Just get in there and looooove....!

So sweet, honey. As always. :D

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

:-) Thank you, sweet lady! I'm sure he's glad having Casey around ...

Love you,
Julchen

[wynterhawk.livejournal.com]

Aw! Thank you for this luvie :)

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you soooo much, darling! :-))
*smooches you*
What a lovely and stunning icon...

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Oh Zeke! *sniffs* So beautiful, Julchen. Casey is all he needs.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, come here, sweetie. First of all I want to give you a biiiig hug ((((((((addie)))))))))) ...
Thank you sooo much, my dear. And yes, Casey is all he needs ...

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Oh Julchen, this is really, really wonderful.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm sooooo very very happy, you like it, Prisca! Rainy Sundays are sooo good for writing, aren't they?
Thank you, darling !

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much *hugs close*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

I’m confused.
I’m sad.
I’m angry.
I’m hurt.
I’m just naked.

These are such poignant scenes, Julchen. They always make me wonder what has happened before. Poor Zeke! Hiding away his hurt and confusion. Memories of trauma ... memories of being let down by others perhaps. But he knows that Casey is strong for him, and can handle any of the faces he shows.

Stand your ground,
Because he’s worth it.

Always! Both of them!

Thank you, Julchen. Have a great week, dear!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*smoochies just for YOU*