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Title: Lost & Found
Pairing: S/E
Rating: PG
I don’t know how many times
I couldn’t sleep
Because of you.
When I found you
many years ago
I prayed that it would last forever...
But it ended
Way too fast.
Because of me.
Holding your picture
I cried myself to sleep.
Countless nights
full of nightmares and tears.
I couldn’t see
That there was
More than this special bond
Of friendship
Friends told me that you
Look so happy all the time.
Somehow I couldn’t believe it…
Those promises I made
Have all been broken
And all I had to live for was …
Regret and loss.
It hurt.
You told me once
“you only wanted me just for a while,
Just long enough to break my heart
In two.”
All those years your words were haunting
Me …
And I ran…
Out of your life,
Out of my life, too.
When we met today
Out of the blue
I knew this all was in vain.
In all those years I couldn’t find my soul.
Whether in my work, in my family, in my friends
nor in my prayers.
When I left you
I lost my voice, my eyes,
my rhythm, my heartbeat.
Today I’ve found
This all again
in you.
Finally you are here ...
Watching me …
holding me...
Now I can hear you whisper
“I love you”
And the best of it
I can say it
Back -
“I love you, too, Sean…”
Enjoy your birthday, Annie! May it be as special as you are!
Lots of Love and big tight birthday hugs,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-07-28 07:35 pm (UTC)From:I lost my voice, my eyes,
my rhythm, my heartbeat.
Wow, this is gorgeous! Tons of angst and a happy ending. It's really a whole story, of loss and grief and finding your way back to love. What a beautiful gift!
*hugs*
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Date: 2008-07-29 11:36 am (UTC)From:*hugs back*
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Date: 2008-07-28 11:40 pm (UTC)From:And the best of it
I can say it
Back
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Date: 2008-07-29 11:39 am (UTC)From:Love,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-07-29 11:40 am (UTC)From:*hugs tightly*
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Date: 2008-07-29 10:39 pm (UTC)From:It's one of my favourite pics ...he's so lovely, isn't he`
*hugs you back*
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Date: 2008-07-30 01:33 am (UTC)From:Just long enough to break my heart
In two.”
Oh my dear - this is premium, grade A angst! So gorgeous and lyrical - I love it! *blows nose*
And the best of it
I can say it
Back -
“I love you, too, Sean…”
You tell a whole story in a few well-chosen words - and the ending is just the way I want it to be. Thank you for this, sweetie. *♥ & hugs*
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Date: 2008-08-01 09:36 am (UTC)From:*hugs*
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Date: 2008-08-04 10:23 pm (UTC)From:Thank you, lovey!