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I don't know what it was that I felt so down yesterday, but today turns out to be pretty good...
The sun was shining this morning at 7 a.m., now it has become a little rainy again but it doesn't really matter.
Today I'm feeling pretty well ...
Title: Over
Pairing: Elijah/?
Rating: PG
“Over”
I miss him…
more and more with
Every day.
Sometimes he seems so far away…
sometimes he’s very close to me.
I remember our last day of shooting..
I felt relieved that we made it,
but I felt sad, too.
‘It’s over’ I thought,
for all time…
It was weird to remove the feet
for the last time
It was weird to change the clothes…
Giving back the velvety brown jacket…
for the last time.
I miss him.
It wasn’t just a role I had to play…
He became to me
a second skin,
a second mind,
A second me.
Memories...wonderful and
painful memories...
but I don't have tears anymore...
though my eyes are burning...
Never will I feel
what I felt
being ‘him’.
Never will I go back to
The Shire.
Frodo… he’s so lucky,
he has Sam.
His Sam.
I don't have my Sam…
I can’t have my Sam…
But heart burns
like a dragon fire…
it's almost unbearable.
But there’s no hero...
me.
I’m more Frodo now
than I ever was…
waiting at
Mr. Doom ...
Waiting for
you…
It will never be over…
Frodo will always be in my heart…
As well as Sam…
As well as
Sean…
My friend…
My companion…
My almost lover…
I miss them all…
Enjoy your weekend f-list!
Love you all,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-08-16 12:06 pm (UTC)From:My friend…
My companion…
My almost lover…
*sniffles and clings to you*
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:32 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-16 12:31 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 12:32 am (UTC)From:no subject
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:33 am (UTC)From:I'm glad you like the little poem :-)
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Date: 2008-08-16 01:16 pm (UTC)From:*hugs you*
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:34 am (UTC)From:(((((((((((((YOU))))))))))))))
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Date: 2008-08-16 01:21 pm (UTC)From:I'm so glad you are feeling better today.
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:34 am (UTC)From:*hugs you very tight*
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Date: 2008-08-17 02:46 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-16 01:44 pm (UTC)From:Your poem is wonderful, so sad and emotional - I really love it.
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:35 am (UTC)From:*hugs you gently*
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Date: 2008-08-16 02:54 pm (UTC)From:I'm glad you're feeling brighter today.. take care sweetheart. *hugs*
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:36 am (UTC)From:I'm feeling just wonderful :-)
*hugs you back*
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Date: 2008-08-16 03:50 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 12:36 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-16 04:51 pm (UTC)From:lonely without him.
There’s darkness,
bittersweetness
and this painful yearning…
Wonderful sense of loss and lost!
((hugs))
Bee
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:37 am (UTC)From:*hugs you back madly*
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Date: 2008-08-16 05:08 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 12:38 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-16 05:21 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 12:38 am (UTC)From:Love,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-08-16 06:32 pm (UTC)From:It's so beautiful!
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:39 am (UTC)From:*hugs and cuddles*
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Date: 2008-08-16 06:38 pm (UTC)From:I just can't stop the tears running down my face...
but thank you sweetheart, for understanding what we need, and for delivering it in spades !
*loves you muchly and hugs you tight*
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:40 am (UTC)From:I'm very glad it worked for you, my dear. I'm always soooo very nervous ...
*loves you even more and hugs you back madly*
re: "Over"
Date: 2008-08-16 07:33 pm (UTC)From:I love the pic. Reminds me of the quote, "Strange how much beauty may come out of the interpretation of a nightmare."
Re: "Over"
Date: 2008-08-17 12:45 am (UTC)From:Thank you so much for your words, my dear. They mean very much to me.
Lots of love,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-08-18 08:53 am (UTC)From:Re: "Over"
Date: 2008-08-18 07:41 pm (UTC)From:*hugs tight*
Re: "Over"
Date: 2008-08-18 08:06 pm (UTC)From:I'll write in private.
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Date: 2008-08-16 08:47 pm (UTC)From:Well done, sweetie! *hugs*
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Date: 2008-08-17 12:47 am (UTC)From:Hugs you very gently and very very long.
Love,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-08-18 12:03 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 06:12 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-17 09:17 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-08-20 08:01 pm (UTC)From:I wondered many times if Elijah did indeed miss being Frodo.
I'm glad to hear that your dark moment is over!
*squishes*
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Date: 2008-08-21 08:41 pm (UTC)From:*snuggles closer*
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Date: 2008-08-21 12:09 pm (UTC)From:It wasn’t just a role I had to play…
He became to me
a second skin,
a second mind,
A second me.
Isn't that what we all feel? That looking at him now we see Frodo peeping back at us sometimes? I wonder if any actor sometimes feel they leave a little piece of themselves behind in the characters they've played if they became very close to them in heart and spirit. Surely you would need to delve very deep inside yourself to play someone like Frodo?
I can’t have my Sam…
But heart burns
like a dragon fire…
it's almost unbearable.
But there’s no hero...
nobody will come to rescue
me.
It's so sad, he feels alone now, more alone than before, having glimpsed the perfection of love and friendship that is Frodo and Sam. But then, to have done so is to come closer than many people ever do.
Thank you, dear Julchen. Sad but so beautiful, as always. *hugs you tight*
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Date: 2008-08-21 08:44 pm (UTC)From:I'm glad it worked for you, my dear. Thanks again for your lovingly words.
*hugs back more tight*