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Title: Good morning
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG
I have to clear my head
If I wouldn’t …
I’d become crazy.
Being together with him feels…
… strange…
like walking at the edge of the roof
waiting for the inevitable fall.
No.
With him by my side
I won’t fall.
Not as hard as usual.
Before Casey
I was like a cat –
I only did what I wanted to do,
What satisfied me…
sort of.
As hard as I try
I’m not the ruthless daredevil
anymore.
When I look into his eyes
mirroring pearls of stars …
all HE sees is
ME.
Where’s my coolness,
this oh-so-preferred arrogance ?
Blown to the wind.
The mirror in the bathroom
shows me a face
I don’t know.
I dare say it looks
happy ...
yet unfamiliar.
So it is true –
it’s possible to smile
early in the morning.
Well then -
Good morning, Zeke.
Another day I’ll call invaluable.
I hope you'll have a beautiful day, my friends!
As beautiful as my day started.
Love and hugs,
Julchen
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Blown to the wind.
I love this - it's so great!
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Date: 2008-09-12 04:51 am (UTC)From:Love and hugs,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-09-15 11:02 am (UTC)From:It makes such sense to me that he feels like he's "walking at the edge of the roof". When happiness has often eluded you, you can't trust it once it arrives. He knows he can't be worthy of this good fortune and he's always looking for the fall. But slowly, he's coming to know that Casey is the one thing in life he can really trust.
Before Casey
I was like a cat –
I only did what I wanted to do,
What satisfied me…
sort of.
His path to self-knowledge has not been easy. I like the analogy of him as a cat - he would prefer to owe no loyalty to anyone. But we know cats do have affections, don't they? Although they like to hide them out of pride :-)
When I look into his eyes
mirroring pearls of stars …
all HE sees is
ME.
Casey has eyes for nothing and nobody else but is that a good thing? Is Zeke wondering whether he's enough for this extraordinary boy?
Well then -
Good morning, Zeke.
Another day I’ll call invaluable.
I think Zeke has a lot of 'reckless' courage to be able to greet his new self this way, to try and accept this new happiness and live in the fullness of it. That is the only way he can repay the joy of love to the one who gave it.
Thank you for painting our mornings with happiness, Julchen! I'm so glad you still find time to write amid all the busyness!
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Date: 2008-09-16 07:48 pm (UTC)From:"Casey has eyes for nothing and nobody else but is that a good thing?"
The answer isn't easy, is it? I'd say so and so ...
"I think Zeke has a lot of 'reckless' courage to be able to greet his new self this way, to try and accept this new happiness and live in the fullness of it. That is the only way he can repay the joy of love to the one who gave it."
That's what I was thinking ...he has to get used to this. Absolutely. Because it's new, a bit strange and overwhelming anyway.
Thank you so much, my dear soul for this wonderful reply.
*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs*