It's a birthday

[julchen11]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR lijahlover 

It's a blessing to know you.
You are one of the most wonderful friends I know, always friendly, always caring and so very special.
Have a great day with lots of fun and joy, laughter and love.

Title: Questions
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: G

Your voice never fails to make me tremble.

Even a simple “good morning” sets my heart on fire.

It only needs the slightest touch
makes the ground shake.

What is it that makes me feel like this?

 

What if there wouldn’t have been this horrible day

with Marybeth?

Would you notice me at all?

Would we be as close as we are now?

For our own peace?

Or just because?

Would you’ve been fallen in love with me?

When did this happen at all?

Was it that very day?
Was it earlier …

or later?

 

Even when heat and desire grow

you’re cold.

Even when we are passionate and wild

you’re so very careful.

The radiating heat beneath my fingers,

makes me feel …

special…

needed…

 

beloved…

 

Is it sweat dripping off your face…

Or are this tears?

Tears of joy?

Tears of anger about our lost innocence?

 

You’re so quiet when it comes to love

but that’s  how you are now.

Because now

you care

for someone.

You care for me, Zeke.

 

Please let me help you, too.


Lots of love and kisses,
Julchen


I'm so sorry I can't be around as much as I would like to, it seems RL takes over more and more. But I'll try to be here as much as possible. I'm thinking of my wonderful f-list day by day and I miss you all dearly.