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I'm a bit early but I'll be here very late tonight.
So better now than too late.
She's one of the most lovingly friends I know, caring and loving.
Thank you for brightening my days, sunshine.
I feel very blessed to know you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear
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slipperieslope I wish you all the very best, may all your dreams come true.
Have a great day with love and joy, happiness and zillions of smiles.
Title: Strength
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: G
His face looks so serene and inviting.
I use that precious little time
to let my eyes drink him in.
Its this special feeling of pleasure
as his arms wrap around me
whispering tender words of love.
Few weeks ago I only knew him from the distance,
he didn’t pay me any attention -
yet I felt “drawn” to him…
then -
everything changed…
He’s strange
kind of crazy.
Ordinary?
No.
He’s tougher than he knows.
He seems to be reckless -
yet he never is.
I know exactly what I want…
he knows exactly what
he doesn’t want.
He’s very clever …
hiding it under a blanket
of weirdness…
it seems.
He’s always on the run –
even when he walks slowly.
But he isn’t afraid of anything…
people think.
God job.
He could be an actor
per excellence…
Today I saw him
like no one did before.
So young
So hurt
So lonely.
Dark inner depression are always driving him
to extremes of self-harming.
All I did was
to shake his hands
wishing him a “Happy Birthday”.
I wish you could have seen your eyes.
I wish you’d have had the courage
to do something … crazy…
You said
nothing…
I listened…
and I heard
everything.
Do you know your name
means “Strength” ?
To gain strength
even you need
someone.
Kiss me and you’ll see stars, love me and I'll give them to you.
Love allows us to be heroes,
love allows
even me
to be
your hero, Zeke.
Lots of love and biiiiggest birthday hugs,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-10-09 07:51 am (UTC)From:love me and I'll give them to you.
Oh Julchen, it's simply unbelievable - you can always find the right words.
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Date: 2008-10-09 10:35 am (UTC)From:Thank you!
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Date: 2008-10-09 09:01 am (UTC)From:means “Strength” ?
Really? That's interesting. :)
Your strings of words are always brilliant! *loves*
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Date: 2008-10-09 10:34 am (UTC)From:Thank you so much, my dearest Shinta! I'm so glad you like it!
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Date: 2008-10-09 11:54 am (UTC)From:So true! This is lovely.
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Date: 2008-10-09 06:56 pm (UTC)From:Thank you for your lovingly words, sunshine! *blows little kisses to you*
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Date: 2008-10-09 07:04 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-10-09 07:12 pm (UTC)From:I'm soooo curious! And I'll keep the door open for the postman to come in ... he's very tall, has brown eyes, he's very lovely and he turned just ... 65! LOL.
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Date: 2008-10-09 07:24 pm (UTC)From:no subject
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Date: 2008-10-09 03:32 pm (UTC)From:"Love allows
even me
to be your hero, Zeke"
I love it.
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Date: 2008-10-09 06:56 pm (UTC)From:Thank you, dear! *hugs tight*
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Date: 2008-10-10 06:34 pm (UTC)From:What a wonderful birthday gift, my love. Love 'allows' a great many things, as you so wisely wrote here, even a friendship with someone I have 'met' only through electric words and snail mail kindnesses. You bring great joy to my life, Julchen.
Thank you so much, my good friend!
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Date: 2008-10-11 12:47 pm (UTC)From:I hope you had the most wonderful day, my dearest Bee!
*hugs back very tight*
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Date: 2008-10-10 09:16 pm (UTC)From:I loved the sense of internal dialogue in this. The way it goes back and forth, contradicting itself to form the essence of a contradictory young man.
He seems to be reckless -
yet he never is.
I know exactly what I want…
he knows exactly what
he doesn’t want.
The tenderness and the observation here make me adore Casey :-)
You said
nothing…
I listened…
and I heard
everything.
He sees right to the heart of his love. I love that bit about Zeke's name meaning 'strength'. It's perfect for him! And THIS phrase, like the ultimate Valentine message -
Kiss me and you’ll see stars,
love me and I'll give them to you.
Adorable! It makes my head spin :-) If Zeke really listens, how can he possibly resist?
Thank you, Julchen. Big hugs, sweetheart! I hope it was a happy Froday :-)
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Date: 2008-10-11 12:53 pm (UTC)From:Thank you, sweetheart for your wonderful words. You know how much they mean to me, don't you?
I had indeed a happy Froday, though I caught a little cold but nothing serious.
Hope to see you soon, my dear.
Have a fantastic weekend!
Love and hugs,
Julchen
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Date: 2008-10-11 01:30 am (UTC)From:""
I hope Zeke finds his stars.
Just lovely, sweetheart.
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Date: 2008-10-11 12:56 pm (UTC)From:Have a wonderful weekend, sweetie!
Love and hugs,
Julchen