It's a birthday

[julchen11]

I am a bit early ... but it's still October 12th here :-)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear verangel 
I hope you're having a wonderful day with lots of love, fun  and joy !
I wish you all the very best!

Lots of love and hugs,
Julchen

Title: Sleepless
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG

I can’t sleep.

It isn’t that I’m not tired but

so many things are running

through my head.

Things?

No.

You.

It isn’t that I don’t dream.

Oh no.

I am dreaming …

building castles in the air,

but that is

where they should be.

It’s the foundation that

I have to put under them.

It isn’t that I feel lonely.

Not at all.

Fingertips teasing me with

your closeness.

I wish you would be here, Casey.

In the warmth

of my tears

now

I can see …

Nights bring me you.

 

˜˜˜˜˜˜˜˜˜˜˜

 

I should be sleeping.

Easily said

when emotions

Tumble over each other.

I’m watching

the fading darkness…

The air

becomes harder

to breath…

My heart feels

as tough it will

explode.

Your look

caresses

my face.

I feel the love …

It envelops my whole being.

You are not here …

and yet…

you are.

And streams of sun

enter my world.

 

 

Comments

[verangel.livejournal.com]

I am up and sleepless. I opened a bottle of champaigne my mom brought...montmousseau. Everyone is in bed and I had to sip a glass by myself. It is a hard birthday for me. 50. Don't feel it, many say don't look it...but it is one that is hitting hard. So...I am toasting to this gorgeous moment I am seeing at 12am on my birthday.
hugs you tight and thank you so much. I will have nicer dreams for it. xooxox v

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I hope you'll have a wonderful day, sweetheart. 50. Many say it's a milestone but hey, it's only a NUMBER. Enjoy your special day, verangel. I'm thinking of you.
*hugs you more tight*

[honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com]

I'd love you if you were 50 or 5 or 5,690. :D