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JudithK ([personal profile] julchen11) wrote2008-11-11 11:19 pm
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Good night



I hope you all had a wonderful Tuesday! And now it's almost midnight here - another night time flies *sigh*
And I'm so sad that I can't be here that much *sighs again* - miss you all very dearly!

Enjoy the rest of the week, friends!
This is of my dear friend  [livejournal.com profile] lijahlover    ! Thank you for everything, sweetie!

Title: Distant vibes
Pairin: C/Z
Rating: PG

I’m awakened by your

voice.

I feel you need me … now …

Intuitively I sense your presence

but I’m alone.

It scars me because

the athmosphere is so

distinctively

emotional and heavy…

I feel your fears

your anger…

it nearly makes my heart stop.

The need for touch…

the cry for love -

tor true love you’ve never

known.

I’m confused…

by the calling of these

distant vibes.

 

Your heart was torn

out of your chest

it is broken  -

people you thought

they’d love you

shattered it.

More than once.

 

All hopes and dreams

never succeeded to

become

reality.

 

Why?

Why did they do this to you?

 

When you said

you’re glad that you’ve found me..

that I make you feel so special,

that suddenly your life meant

something to someone

I felt

grateful.

 

Now here …

in the late night hours …

hugging your sweater…

breathing in the scent of it

Makes ME feel

needed…

wanted…

whole…

 

 “I love you”

… it isn’t a phrase anymore,

a phrase I only knew

from movies or songs.

 

Those words spoken by me

to you

comfort me…

They have a real meaning.

No matter how much time

comes to pass

the scars of your heart

will slowly heal,
for that
I'm sure.

 

Because I love you, Zeke.
 

Good night, sweethearts! Hope to see you soon!

 


[identity profile] nimue-8.livejournal.com 2008-11-11 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I like your poem/Casey's thoughts.

And the pic: What a beautiful chiaroscurro!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, my dear!
It's an incredible picture, isn't it?

[identity profile] addie71.livejournal.com 2008-11-11 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Zeke! But Casey loves you so and will help to heal you.


What a stunning picture of Elijah! I don't think I've ever seen that one before.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for your lovingly words, sweetie.
It's one of my all time favourite pictures, I'm glad you like it, too :-)
ext_146521: (F-Zeke/Casey)

[identity profile] prisca1960.livejournal.com 2008-11-11 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, poor Zeke! It's such a sad poem, but also full of hope.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
There's always hope, right?
what a lovely icon, dear! Sooooo gorgeous *happy sigh*

[identity profile] mews1945.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, how wonderful! I love Casey's thoughts of Zeke, and how much he loves him.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you like it, sweetie.
*BIG HUGS*

[identity profile] primula-baggins.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
I can't believe it, but I've never seen that photo. It's gorgeous.

You write such lovely poems. Thank you, Julchen.

*hugs*

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
It's an incredible shot, isn't it?
Thank you for your lovely words, prim!
I love your sparkling icon :-)

[identity profile] lijahlover.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Wow! So powerful and beautiful and you wrote it and dedicated it to me thank you so much sweetie. Good night!

The Elijah picture is wonderful :)

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Awwwww, I'm so happy you like it, darling!
Sleep sweet, my dear!

[identity profile] frolijah-fan-54.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
So beautiful - both the pic and the verse - thanks so much, dear Julchen!! *BIG HUGS*

I survived my Tuesday - now it's on to the rest of the week!!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Thank YOU, Mary!
Weekend is close :-))
I hope you're ok and the days won't be that stressful!
*SMOOCHES*

[identity profile] verangel.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
This is so intense and simply lovely. The picture is stunning. I hope you don't mind if I copy it. I've never seen it before and its incredible.
hugs you and julchen11 xoxoxo v

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
You make me smile, a huuuuge smile, angel! Of course I don't mind if you copy it, not at all! It's a stunning photo, isn't it?
*HUGS BACK VERY HARD*

Do you know how distracting your icon is? *stares*

[identity profile] verangel.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
My little lijaangel? I always come back to him. Annwyn made him for me last year for my birthday. hugs you again just as hard xoxo v

[identity profile] honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
OHHHHH! Caaaasssseeeey! Zeke loffs you and loffs you again!! NEVER forget that, or I'll hit you! *stops self* Oh dear. Look what you did to me!

*HUG*!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
LOL! You're such a darling! Does this mean you like it a little bit? :-))
Thanks, sunshine!

*HUGS BACK VERY TIGHT*

[identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad Casey found Zeke. And that picture is gorgeous!

*hugs*

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, my dear! I always loved this picture!
Have a wonderful day, Shinta!
((((((((((YOU)))))))))

[identity profile] frodosweetstuff.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, I so hope that Zeke will be back soon. Casey truly loves him and will heal his heart. What a moving poem! Thank you! And a lovely pic, too!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-21 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, Steff! You're incredible! Reading all the stuff I've written... wow...
*jumps and clings to you*

[identity profile] not-alone.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow - I think you've done the impossible - found an Elijah pic I've never seen before!! It's beautiful - and so is the poem:)

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-21 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad I posted something you didn't know :)
Thank you for your lovely words, my dear !

[identity profile] aliensouldream.livejournal.com 2008-11-12 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
it nearly makes my heart stop.

The need for touch…

the cry for love -

tor true love you’ve never

known


How sad and beautiful, filled with love and longing. The pain is all the more tragic because of the betrayal of people meant to love him. And it's more than that, he has also lost dreams and hopes. That is very hard to deal with alone. It makes me wonder why the boys are apart and hope they may soon be together again.

the scars of your heart

will slowly heal,

for that

I'm sure.


Isn't that a comforting thought? Casey's love can indeed heal anything.

Thank you, dear Julchen, for your wonderful words.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-21 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, my dear for your wonderful comment.
Soon they will be together again, I'm sure :-)

Love and hugs,
Julchen

[identity profile] tariana.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
This is really, really lovely. I'm sorry I'm so late getting to read it, but I'm trying to keep up!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-12-03 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You are never too late, sweetie. I'm very happy you like it :-)
*hugs YOU*