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JudithK ([personal profile] julchen11) wrote2008-11-30 01:41 pm

6 words for shirebound



My dear friend  [livejournal.com profile] shirebound  gave me these words:
snowhobbit, mittens, Frodo, Sam, joy, special

So this is for you, my dear:

Title: Snowhobbits
Pairing: F/S
Rating: PG

This afternoon I did something

I didn’t do in years.

I built a snowhobbit with Frodo.

There it was again –

this incredible ache in my heart.

The yearning I have to hide

behind smiles and good temper.

The pain that makes me survive…

because you’re worth it.

 

I remember one winter day

a long time ago …

when we built snowhobbits…

When you told me

I’m not only your companion,

your friend,

your gardener…

I’m your Sam.

 

I had to cover the proof …

Of hours of

Warm embraces, heated movements

covering the discoloured mark

with my hands covered in mittens

on the spot where Frodo’s

lips lingered in lazy kisses

against my throat –

that my Gaffer wouldn’t see it…

 

It was the first time

I realized

I never absorbed another’s

Joy, warmth and radiating

Love

like this.

The special charm only my Frodo has.

This never changed.

 

Watching little Frodo now

makes me happy

and sad.

It will last a very long time

until we’ll meet again.

 

I don’t know

how I can bear

the pang of love...

I don’t know,

Frodo…

.I
don't
know...
 


Happy Sunday to all of you!
 
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[identity profile] prisca1960.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Sigh ... You know, I don't read S/F very often, but this one is wonderful. So romantic, so sad ...

Thank you, Julchen!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank YOU, sweetheart! What a lovely icon ... *sigh*
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[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, my dear!
shirebound: (Frodo Snow -- Rei/Mucun/Annwyn)

[personal profile] shirebound 2008-11-30 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Ohhh, so lovely and bittersweet. What a forever-love!

Thank you, dear Julchen.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-12-03 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you sooooo much, dear heart! I'm glad you like it and yes Frodo and Sam is a forever-love!
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[identity profile] claudia603.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Your Sam. *happy sigh* :))

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
*sighs with you*

[identity profile] ex-lbilover.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That's very bittersweet but so lovely, Julchen.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, my dear.

[identity profile] mews1945.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I love the wistfulness of Sam's thoughts as he watches his son, and remembers his love.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you love it, sweetie!

[identity profile] bagma.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Who knew building snowhobbits could be so sad? *sniffles*

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you gently*

[identity profile] addie71.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
This is so achingly beautiful.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, addie! *hugs you tight*

[identity profile] earth-dragon.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
whaaaaaaaaa! *cries* it's beautiful, of course, but very sad. wonderfully written.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-11-30 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwww, I didn't mean to make you cry, sweetheart. Thank you for your lovingly words.
*hugs you gently, kisses your cheeks*

[identity profile] lijahlover.livejournal.com 2008-12-01 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Stunning thank you!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank YOU, Amy!

[identity profile] honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
'I don't know'... the desperation and wanting! You emote it so well. Good job AGAIN, sweetheart. *HUG*!

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
You're so brave reading the poems in a row, sweetie!
Thank you sooooo much! *SNUGGLEHUGS*

[identity profile] honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Brave?? They're excellent to read! I felt bad when I got so behind this weekend, and went straight to your journal to read 'em all. :)

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww, if you would be here now, I would give you a huuuuuuuuuuuuuge hug!
I'm glad you're here, sunshine!