It's a birthday!!!

[julchen11]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST rakshi 
May this day be full of happiness, sunshine, moonlight and stars and Sean-Elijah-love!
I'm so glad to be your friend, it's a blessing. Your wishes are my wishes for you.
Stay as you are - stay simply YOU!

Lots of love and big tight birthday hugs,
Julchen

Title: Now
Pairing: S/E
Rating: PG

“Now”

 

How long do we know each other,

Sean?

For more than 10 years now.

We have changed

as everything has changed.

 

Today I read one of the letters

I got from you

many years ago.

I sat a while reminiscing
times we shared …

Do you remember the time,

Sean?

How close we were?

In mind and body?

When you have been my Sam?

 

It began with

simple, innocent appreciation

and respect for another.

 

And then …

a glance.

A glance

I’ll never forget.

 

But you wanted ME to make a choice.

In the end you made it

for ME..

 

You told me –

You’d understand …

that it is beneath my dignity

to become

your part time lover.

 

Pretending we could be

“just good friends”

didn’t work for me,

iIt would have been a lie,

to disguise the truth.

 

So you said “no”.

Never regretted it –

I always did.

I still do.

 

There’s a drummer inside my heart.

Every lonely night.

That little drummer keeps me going.

 

Today you gave me a call

out of the blue.

You didn’t say much

besides

the words

“I miss you”

“I want you”

“I love you”

 

So few little words

come to

something big.

Something beautiful.

 

I knew

you loved me –

as I said –

it was your turn to make a choice

when the time is right –

now you made it, this time

just for YOU.

 

I realize that no  word,
or sentence can fully capture
the essence of who you are.

Mine.

Yes, Sean -
I love you, too.

Comments

[rakshi.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetie! This just brought tears to my eyes!! What a wonderful, beautiful tribute. Thank you!! And the pictures are so lovely!

To say I thank you for being my friend isn't enough. I thank you for being a friend to ALL of us! We're all so much better for your presence.

Again, thank you.

Love..

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, I'm soooo happy you like it, dear heart! Have the most beautiful day!
Thanks a lot for your lovingly words, you know how much they mean to me, don't you?

*hugs close*

[shirebound]

What a beautiful gift for Rakshi.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, sweetie!
*hugs you both*

[withywindle01.livejournal.com]

This is beautiful, my dear!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, dear heart!
*hugs tight*

[belleferret.livejournal.com]

Mine.

*happy sigh*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*sighs with you*

[addie71.livejournal.com]

So beautiful; and perfect for rakshi!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, addie! I'm glad you like it :-)
*clings to you and Rakshi*

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

This is just beautiful, Juls.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you like it, Julia ! :-))
Thank you.

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

A beautiful text as always♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, you're way too good to me. Thank you, sweetheart!
*hugs tight*

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

There’s a drummer inside my heart.

Every lonely night.

This is so sweet and tender. There is a charm to this pairing and I think it's than unshakeable core of trusted friendship. This captures perfectly the sense of a harvesting of years, the patience and bittersweet contentment of long-distance love. Lovely, Julchen!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

It's how I like to see them sharing this special kind of friendship and this very special kind of love.

Thank you, my dear.