It's a birthday!!!

[julchen11]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear i_o_r_h_a_e_l 
I hope you're having a wonderful day with lots of love and joy and beautiful boys around you :-)
Thank you for being one of the lovliest persons I know, always caring, always loving.
Without you this place wouldn't be as beautiful as it is!

Lots of love and birthday hugs,
Julchen

This, little sweetheart, is for you (it's my second trial in your beloved fandom, I hope you'll enjoy) :

Title: "Friends?"
Pairing: J/J
Rating: PG

I’m tired to deal with the dark,

the mysterious side of our lives,

creatures, twilight,

night and death.

Fear and horror are guiding us,

haunting us.

More than once I wanted to give up

but I have to be strong…

I have to fight…

not for me

but for you.

Every day could be our last.

But it’s you who makes me going ,

It’s you giving me strength …

almost hope.

 

You have a give, little brother –

use it wise.

It’s not an ordinary gift –

it’s your heart.

Caring and loving

especially for the weak.

For me?

I can’t tell…

 

When I murmured

“brothers share a special bond”

you looked at me

with tear-stained eyes.

I wanted to cry, too

but I didn’t.

 

“Brothers are forever” you said

Before you went away.

 

The season will change,

spring, summer, fall and winter,

When this is over

Will we still be … friends?

 

What is that compared to infinity?

To something deeper?

 

I’m happy and sad

that you’re my brother…

 

for the shows.

 

How can I keep you

when we are finished ?

 

Comments

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

Wonderful and the angst is so amazing hun!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, sweetie! *hugs*

[slipperieslope.livejournal.com]

Oh my, Julchen you found a truly lovely photo of him! Makes me contemplate adding a fandom...

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

"Makes me contemplate adding a fandom... "

Me, too :))
Thanks a lot, Bee!

[i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com]

I'll be so happy...

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

Oh, this is wrenching. And I know Shinta will love it.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I hope she'll like it. Thank you, my dear!

[ink-gypsy.livejournal.com]

This is wonderful, Julchen. You've captured Dean perfectly, and that is the most gorgeous pic of Jensen I've ever seen.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

It's one of these pictures that made me hold my breath.
Thanks a lot, Michele.

[verangel.livejournal.com]

This was so thought provoking Julchen. They have so much push and pull and devotion to each other. This picture of Jensen is the first picture of him to actually melt me. It is beautiful, from the clear color of his eyes to the full rouge of his lips. It is amazing. I think its touched up but I don't want to know. It is really, trully, gorgeous.
What a wonderful birthday gift. Hugs you and all your heart. xoxoxo v

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, you make me blush, deart heart.It's a wonderful photo, that's true.
I'm glad you like it:-))
Thank you so much for your lovingly words.

(((((((((((((((((((((verangel))))))))))))))))))))

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD!!
This is definitely angst but it is so beautiful!
“Brothers are forever” you said
This one is just wonderful, Hon!

And I like you writing about them, I really do!
♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I was so nervous posting this. It's only the second little thing I've written for this fandom.
I'm soooo glad you like it, sweetie!
Thanks a lot!

*hugs close*

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

You've done GREAT as you always do ÖÖ
♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thank you, darling :-)

[i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com]

Oh, Judith. *sobs*

I've been contemplating about their relationship. Do you know that in his latest pictures Jen looks so sad? He's without his Jay and with all the pressure of being an actor in Hollywood... The first stanza really moves me. Perhaps that's the answer. Perhaps it's what he has to do though it's going to be so hard for him. *sniffs*

Thank you so much for this loveliness, my dear heart. Are you sure you're not in this fandom? You know them so much...

*hugs you tight*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

God, I'm sooooo relieved, sweetie. And so glad you like it! I had to think a lot about them lately ... I won't say I'm not in this fandom, I'm at the beginning :-)
You think I know them ? Awwww, then I did my homework properly *smiles*
Thank you so so so much for your lovingly words, my dear Shinta! You deserve all the very best and tons of J/J goodness daily!

Love and hugs,
Julchen

[addie71.livejournal.com]

That is lovely.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you like it!

[moit.livejournal.com]

Oooh very nice.

Love the Jensen photo!