Kingdom of Loneliness

[julchen11]

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Title: Kingdom of Loneliness
         Letters 16 - 20 (don't worry, they are SHORT :-))
Pairing: C/Z, Stokely
Rating: PG

Letter 16

 

Casey,

 

I told you I’d hurt you sooner or later.

When you tried to kiss me I felt … sad and angry and so confused.

I don’t regret anything. It was a lovely night, but nothing more.

Only ONE night, you understand?

If I could turn back the time it wouldn’t be happening again.

I hope we can still be friends.

 

See you at school.

 

Zeke.

 

 

Letter 17

 

Zeke,

 

It took me quite a while to understand it was just a game for you, that you didn’t mean it serious. I should have known it. One doesn’t change completely only because of … of something different.

But you have to look for another ‘toy’.

If I would have known you only wanted to play – you can be sure I wouldn’t have come.

Never. Ever. You don’t regret anything? Fine for you.

You want us to be just ‘friends’?

I can’t manage it, Zeke.

 

So I’ll leave you be.

 

Casey

 

 

Letter 18

 

Casey,

 

Where are you? I didn’t see you in days, you haven’t been at school.

I’m sorry, Casey. I shouldn’t have get it started. That’s all I can say. I didn’t mean to hurt you though I know I did. But believe me – it’s the best for you.

Stokes told me you are ill.

 

Be well soon,

Zeke.

 

 

 

Letter 19

 

Casey,

 

How are you? I hope you’re feeling much better today. When I called your mom she told me it isn’t infectious anymore. I’ll come around tomorrow.

All the best from Del and Stan.

Zeke looks like shit. He’s so blind. He fears for you, Casey. But I know him a little bit better than you do. He’s an emotional snail.

We talked a bit … He nearly bit his tongue that he didn’t ask me anything about you.

He needs you, Case. I’m sure he knows it, just give him some time.

He’ll come back, you just have to wait.

He gave me a little note, you’ll find it attached.

 

Be well very soon, dear

 

Stokely

 

 

Letter 20

 

Zeke’s note:

 

Casey,

Please talk to me. PLEASE!!!

Z.




Tbc.

Comments

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

Oh, the poor boys! They're so young and foolish, especially Zeke, turning away from love. And I think he knows it now, but Casey may be too hurt to try again. I hope you'll write more soon.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

They still have to learn a lot. Both of them.
Thanks, my sweetie!

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Oh what a tangle they're in. I'm glad Stokely wrote to Casey, it might help.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Sometimes it isn't that bad that a friend gives you a little nudge :-)

[honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com]

He’s an emotional snail.

Omg, I'm gonna use that one of these days. WHat an awesome way to describe this kinda thing.

Oh Casey! I hope he'll be okay... he's LOVE-sick, he is! *bangs a fyring pan over Zeke's head*!!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

LOL! This emotional snail thing - it's like I see him here.
*hands Casey an ice pack*
*hands you melon ice-cream*

[honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com]

Melon ice, mmmm! *waits for the boys to show up at the Ding-Dong cart! :D*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

LOL, and you're the driver, right?

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Oh, poor boys! They need each other so much ...

I admit, I'm a little bit surprised that Casey doesn't see behind Zeke's roughness. But maybe he is too hurt ...

Thanks for Stokely, maybe she can help a bit? She seems to understand both of them!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Casey will see (very soon) that Zeke isn't that rough mean guy after all.
Thanks a lot, my dear.

[i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com]

Serve you right, Z.

Oops.

:D

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

LOL. Word to this!

(((((((((((((Shinta)))))))))))

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwwwwwww!!! Those short letters are amazing, Hon!
I love them! especially the last one. Poor Zeke who just needs his friend back. Who just needs Casey to be around him.
You did great! I have no word to tell how much i like those ones. So few words for so many feelings expressed!
*off to read the other ones*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm so so soooo glad you like their letters, sweetie!
Another time you make me blush!

Love,
Julchen

[romeny.livejournal.com]

I'm glad I'm finally catching up on some reading. I agree with Jorhael, just what Z deserved. Casey had to assert himself to let Zeke know he can't just treat him poorly. I can't wait to see how Z makes it up.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

It's so wonderful to see you again, dear heart. I missed you and I'm so glad you like their letters :-)

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

Casey's brave but broken-hearted letter just undid me. Zeke, how can you do this? Don't you see what a pure heart you're throwing away? I hope he comes to his senses before too long. This time apart is torture!

*hugs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

"This time aparat is a torture"
Zeke will be sure of it soon, sweetie.
Thanks a lot, dear muse :-)

*hugs back*