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JudithK ([personal profile] julchen11) wrote2009-03-11 11:21 pm

Kingdom of Loneliness



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Title: Kingdom of Loneliness
         Letters 16 - 20 (don't worry, they are SHORT :-))
Pairing: C/Z, Stokely
Rating: PG

Letter 16

 

Casey,

 

I told you I’d hurt you sooner or later.

When you tried to kiss me I felt … sad and angry and so confused.

I don’t regret anything. It was a lovely night, but nothing more.

Only ONE night, you understand?

If I could turn back the time it wouldn’t be happening again.

I hope we can still be friends.

 

See you at school.

 

Zeke.

 

 

Letter 17

 

Zeke,

 

It took me quite a while to understand it was just a game for you, that you didn’t mean it serious. I should have known it. One doesn’t change completely only because of … of something different.

But you have to look for another ‘toy’.

If I would have known you only wanted to play – you can be sure I wouldn’t have come.

Never. Ever. You don’t regret anything? Fine for you.

You want us to be just ‘friends’?

I can’t manage it, Zeke.

 

So I’ll leave you be.

 

Casey

 

 

Letter 18

 

Casey,

 

Where are you? I didn’t see you in days, you haven’t been at school.

I’m sorry, Casey. I shouldn’t have get it started. That’s all I can say. I didn’t mean to hurt you though I know I did. But believe me – it’s the best for you.

Stokes told me you are ill.

 

Be well soon,

Zeke.

 

 

 

Letter 19

 

Casey,

 

How are you? I hope you’re feeling much better today. When I called your mom she told me it isn’t infectious anymore. I’ll come around tomorrow.

All the best from Del and Stan.

Zeke looks like shit. He’s so blind. He fears for you, Casey. But I know him a little bit better than you do. He’s an emotional snail.

We talked a bit … He nearly bit his tongue that he didn’t ask me anything about you.

He needs you, Case. I’m sure he knows it, just give him some time.

He’ll come back, you just have to wait.

He gave me a little note, you’ll find it attached.

 

Be well very soon, dear

 

Stokely

 

 

Letter 20

 

Zeke’s note:

 

Casey,

Please talk to me. PLEASE!!!

Z.




Tbc.

[identity profile] romeny.livejournal.com 2009-03-14 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad I'm finally catching up on some reading. I agree with Jorhael, just what Z deserved. Casey had to assert himself to let Zeke know he can't just treat him poorly. I can't wait to see how Z makes it up.

[identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com 2009-03-15 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It's so wonderful to see you again, dear heart. I missed you and I'm so glad you like their letters :-)