little update

[julchen11]

I'M so sorry I can't be here as I'd like to.
My dad is in hospital again and we still don't know if he'll make it.
On Monday the doctor said he will die, he won't survive all this illness.
His heart is very weak, the lungs and kidneys didn't work anymore, he couldn't breath alone.
But the machineries keep him alive. Yesterday he started breathing again, not very long but it was a start,
the kidneys are working since this morning.
To me my dad was like an old oak, never did I expect he would get down.
But I'm optimistic - he will fight and no matter how long this will last I'll take everyday as a gift.
Even he's placed in an artificial coma I'm sure he listens to us when we are there. If he can't share our daily life at home with us - we bring it to him. Amazingly his pulse and blood pressure were steady the last days.
Even he can't talk I know he can hear us, he can feel that we are there.

So go on, dad! We won't let you go that early.

I admire my mother for her strenght and I'm moved by  her dearly love for my father for about 50 years now.

I'll try to catch up a little now and then but as I said - I'm sorry that I won't be around much the next days or weeks.

have a lovely weekend, my friend. I miss you all.

Oh, before I forget. Reading your wonderful works, posts and writing in my beloved fandoms and knowing you around  keep me strong. Thanks a lot!

And now I'm off to snail hunting. Maybe Mr Gamgee can be of service :-)) 

Love you all,
Julchen

Comments

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Oh, my dear, I'm so sorry to hear that your dad is so ill. I will keep him in my thoughts and prayers. *hugs tight*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your lovingly words, dear addie!
*leans on you*

[claudia603.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. I will send my thoughts and prayers in your direction. **loves loves loves to you and your family**

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, dear heart!
*hugs you very tight*

[withywindle01.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetheart, I'm so sorry. I'll keep you and your parents daily in my prayers. *sends you lots of love*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, sweetheart!
*hugs you close*

[shirebound]

Oh Julchen, I am so sorry to hear this news about your dad. How he is loved! Surely he knows, and feels, and is strengthened by it.

We're here for you, dear one. ♥ ♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I think he can hear us and feel when that we are close even when we're not there.
Thank you so much, love.
*hugs you very very tight*

[rakshi.livejournal.com]

I'm so very, very sorry, dear lady.

My thoughts are with you and your family.

Love...

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, dear heart!

[febobe.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon - *hugs*

*cuddles you gently*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, my friend!
*leans on you*

[ex-rogerpit.livejournal.com]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, dear!
*snuggles*

[grey-wonderer.livejournal.com]

(((((HUGS)))))

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*hugs hugs hugs right back at you*

[gabi-fics.livejournal.com]

*squeezes you*

Sending all my love your way.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

You're such a dear heart!
Thanks a lot, gabi!
*hugs you close*

[peripety]

Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, sweetheart!

[romeny.livejournal.com]

It's truly a blessing that your family is there to offer him and each other support. {{Hugs}}

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I think he can feel it and slowly, very slowly it seems he's doing a little bit better.
*hugs you tight*

[bellewood.livejournal.com]

I'm so so sorry sweetheart. You're in my heart and my prayers. Stay strong my angel!! ((hugs))

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, love. I took this post to my father today and I read to him all the wonderful words. And he slowly moved his hand!!! So he knows we care and that's a very good sign.
*hugs you very tight*

[nolyana.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

Hang in there, dear!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, Noly.
*hugs back more tight*

[aquila0212.livejournal.com]

Holding you close to my heart, dear Julchen ♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I' so glad you are here, dear Ann!
*hugs you gently*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, sweetie!
(((((((((YOU))))))))

[gamgeefest.livejournal.com]

((((HUGS))))

Oh, dearest! I do hope your father recovers! No matter what happens, you should absolutely take each day as a gift. I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now, but know that we're all here to listen and support you. *hugs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, dear heart. I take every day as a gift and so does my dad. I read all these lovely words to him today and he moved his hand slightly! I can't tell you what this means to me.
*hugs back very tight*

[periantari.livejournal.com]

:hugsso tightly: i'm so sorry to hear that your dad is sick again and that he might not be able to make it... :( It's always so hard to know something negative is probably going to happen and you can't do anything about it. I wish you much strength to deal with this with your mom. You have been always strong and positive so let the hope still be pervasive and i hope that whatever happens, that you dad will get better/be at peace and i'll be thinking and praying for you and your family. Go Julchen's Dad!
:hugshugshugs: email me if you need anything, dear~ i'm behind you. ♥

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon... I'm so sorry to hear that your dad isn't feeling so fine...
I cross fingers for him to be better soon enough.
You're right you have to stay optimistic. And your mum and YOU are really courageous.
Let us know about your dad, please.♥
Don't worry about us or your answers. I just hope your dad will feel better and you'll all come back home soon enough.
♥LOVE YOU♥
*HUUGS YOU TIGHT*

[bagma.livejournal.com]

I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts, my dear. I hope your father will make it!

*hugs you tight*

[honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com]

My sweetest sweetheart. I'm so desperately sorry that you have to go through this. Your dad, an 'old oak'. Isn't that how we always see them? I'm actually crying a little. *hugs so warm and tight* I send you every good thought I can spare.

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

Dearest Julchen, I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm deeply hoping that he pulls through. An elderly friend of mine once spent three months on total life support after a sudden illness and he made a complete recovery. It can happen. Sending you all best thoughts, hugs and wishes for healing. Stay in touch with us, dear, and let us know how you are keeping.

*many many hugs*

[i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com]

Oh my God, Judith. *hugs you tight and sends you positive vibes for your beloved family*

[baranduin.livejournal.com]

I'm thinking of you and your family and sending you all my best wishes and prayers. *hugs*

[primula-baggins.livejournal.com]

Oh, darling...

*hugs you and your dad*

*sends healing thoughts*

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

Awww hun I'm so sorry you are all in my thoughts and prayers *hugs you*