Happy Birthday Shelley6441!!!

[julchen11]

I know I'm too late, sweetie! But I won't miss to wish you a very happy (belated) birthday!
Thank you for being my friend. I hope you had an incredibly wonderful day with all the things you love and you like.

This little something is for you, I hope you'll like it.

Title: Liar
Character: Casey (Zeke implied)
Rating: PG

Wherever I close my eyes I see you…

I’m amazed by

the inner peace you give me. 

There are no words to explain.

If I want something special 

I only have to watch…

and see…

and realize…

that there IS something special

in the eyes …

eyes expressing

your soul.

Mine, too.

‘Lie still’, I whisper …

cuddling up at my favorite place …

A place with flaws,

strangeness

and abnomalities…

You’ve showed me 

how to accept this

and you

put my mind at ease

inside  of your hugs 

where it's warm and loving.

That’s all I need… at the moment.

Air
Fire
Water
Earth…

Even in the darkness of the night

I can vividly see 

all this

in your face …

in your sleepy smile.

That’s all I need, isn’t it?

Am I content?

Yes.

And no.

I’m a liar. 

Perfect in lying to myself

most of all,

deceiving myself.

Because …

I want to be much

more

than friends with you.

Let me be your needs,

let me be your fantasies.

I want it to be … something.

If you only would know … 

How much

I want

You…Zeke.

Love and huuuuuge tight hugs,
Julchen

Comments

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

This is so beautiful hun *wow*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you liked it, my dear!
*squishes you*

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Oh Casey, just go and talk with him, maybe he feels the same and he is just too scared to tell you too.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*hugs you extra tight*

[addie71.livejournal.com]

Love Casey's yearning in this. Lovely gift, sweetie.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad you liked it, addie!
*snugglehugs*

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

Beautiful poem. Casey's longing for more than friendship is so poignant.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, my dear.

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

"inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving."

*revels inside those hugs*

Beautiful! xx

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*kiss kiss kiss*

[shelley6441.livejournal.com]

Dear Julchen,

What a wonderful poem. This just touched me so much:

‘Lie still’, I whisper …cuddling up at my favorite place …A place with flaws,strangeness and abnomalities…You’ve showed me how to accept this and you put my mind at ease inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving.

This articulates the power of honest love for the whole person, not just the best bits but everything.

Thank you for your friendship, and for thinking of me on my birthday.

Love,
Shelley

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I'm sooooo glad you liked it, sweetie!
Thank YOU for being my friend. I hope you had a wonderful birthday and life is good to you.

Love and many many hugs,
Julchen