me AGAIN!!!

[julchen11]

I've warned you, now that I'm back I won't keep quiet *g*

I hope you all had a wonderful Sunday, enjoying the sun and the moon (here it's almost dark),
ice-cream, people and whatever you love and like.

Title: Just thinking / feeling
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG 

There have been so many terrible things.
I couldn't bear to think about most of the last years.
Things have changed.
I started talking about it ... though it wasn't my intention.
I just couldn't help myself.

Casey changes me.
With him by my side I constantly discover the beauty in the small,
I am open for the unexpected with acceptance for things I can't change...
with trust in the unknown. Most of all I'm trusting myself.
I live more ... carefully, more consciously.
I feel ... free.

Life isn't an unresolved riddle anymore.
No fights.
No competition.
No threat.
Life feels like an amazing wonder.

Determination, strength, courage to face life,
brightness, reconciliation with myself...
I can't put all my emotions into words...
This is me now...

There's a "we" as well ...
Slowness, freedom, carelessness,
simplicity,
silence, grace,
trust, confidence and
 ... love...

When I'm with Casey
soul, spirit, body, nature
merge to a
tangible unity...

The unconditional love in his eyes emphasizes all these feelings
to a tremendous happiness.

When he looks at me now
I'm smiling...
because
crying would be far too simple...




Love you, darlings!
Judith.

Comments

[gabi-fics.livejournal.com]

I'm an intelligent girl, yet I can't put into words how well you convey being in a stable, loving relationship. You nailed it, for lack of better words. This was deeply moving as always xx

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Wow! Your words gave me wings, my dear.
I believe to make a relationship work trust and confidence are most important - then love will grow deeper and you can't do anything against it.

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Oh yes, Casey changes a lot in Zeke's life. I think in a way he is freer than ever before. Before Casey he was seen as a wild boy, but inside he felt alone because no one really knew him. Now, with Casey by his side, there is no need to hide any longer because Casey loves him no matter what he does or what he is.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

"before Casey he was seen as a wild boy"
I second this because he didn't open himself. Because of this people thought him to know - as you said "he was SEEN ..."
Thanks for your lovingly words, my dear.

[addie71.livejournal.com]

I've warned you, now that I'm back I won't keep quiet Oh, please don't! It's wonderful 'listening' to you.

I thought about you while I was working in my flowers today.

When I'm with Casey
soul, spirit, body, nature
merge to a
tangible unity...

and

When he looks at me now
I'm smiling...
because
crying would be far too simple...

Beautiful - and what Gabi said!

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, you're simply a darling, did I tell you this already?
I thought of you as well when I was sitting in the garden with the cats of the neighborhood around, sketchbook on my knees and just enjoying the sun and the wind and the rain.

I'm so glad you liked this little ficlet, addie. I hope my English brain will be working properly the next time, LOL. It was on vacation far too long.

Love and hugs,
Julchen

[shirebound]

*Sunday hugses*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*Monday hugses right back at you*

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

It makes me so happy to think of Zeke, loved and happy with his Casey.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Me too, Julia, me too...

[cookiefleck.livejournal.com]

Hah, now I know about eis cafes! Glad you are enjoying being back on LJ.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Eis Cafes! I could spend my life in them, LOL.

[romeny.livejournal.com]

Life isn't an unresolved riddle anymore

What a wonderful line. I'd happily overdose on your lovely poems any day.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

LOL! Thanks a lot, darling!
I looooove your icon!

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

When I'm with Casey
soul, spirit, body, nature
merge to a
tangible unity...

You never fail to move me with your wonderful use of words. Zeke's shattered past healed by a love he couldn't have expected. Love your boys!xxx

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awwww... Thanks a lot, sweetie!
I love our boys more and more if this is even possible :-))

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

I do love how much Zeke realizes how much Casey changes him. He makes Zeke so happy and that makes me happy. *sighs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

That's so nicely said. Thanks a lot, Amy!
*clings*