Good morning friends!

[julchen11]

I hope you're having a wonderful day.
I do. With nothing else to do but writing (finally there is time to type and type and type *g*)

Here's the next one.
No beta (as always), all mistakes are mine (and mine alone).
This is for my dear friends bellewood  and honeyandvinegar and all of you needing a hug!



Title: Weak and strong
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: PG

It's kind of weird.
One day I found myself smiling for no reason
then I realized I was thinking of him.
And now he's lays snuggled up to my chest like a warm puppy
My hand is resting at the back of his smooth, slender neck.
Watching him is like a slow walk
with no real purpose.
The feeling of him right beside me - I can't imagine how it was
before he
taught me listening through silence.
Gently, quietly I cautiously slip off  our bed
to watch him from the distance.

With the moon at his body he's like a glistening silhouette,
so unreal ...
incomprehensible... translucent...
almost blurred grace.
It's hard to breath, hard to believe that this IS happening.

First I tried to ignore the feel of skin to skin when our hands
touched.
When this happened I wanted these tiny little touches.
Again. And Again. And Again.
Unintentionally. Intentionally.
When he looked few seconds longer,
when our eyes locked for it seemed hours,
I hardly could bear it ...,
had to lower my eyes,
forced myself to think -
but I couldn't.
There was no moment I felt weaker ...

I didn't expect him taking the lead.
I still can't believe it.

When he opens his eyes now, when he comes over,
when he leans on me - when his silky tongue finds it's
way to my mouth, opening it, gently nibbling with his teeth -
everything changes.

He makes me smile in my soul.

There is no moment I feel ... weaker
There is no moment I feel ... stronger

He's mine?
No.
Never.
I don't own him
but it's comforting to know ...
I could.

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I got so many wonderful comments the last days, it's so wonderful, very encouraging and it's why I won't stop.
So you see - it's all YOUR fault, LOL.

Comments

[prisca1960.livejournal.com]

Don't stop! Never again! Our little fandom is so quiet lately and it's great to have you back with your touching, little ficlets and poems. Like this one.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, I won't stop. Promised!
You're so right - it's pretty quiet here so I'm more than glad that finally there IS time for me to get all my stuff posted.
I'm glad you liked this one, sweetie!
*blows million of kisses your way*

[romeny.livejournal.com]

I don't own him
but it's comforting to know ...
I could

Beautiful line hon and ditto to what Prisca said.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot, sweetie! I's always wonderful seeing you here. Oh, I love your icon... shoe and cap - I'll catch these things for a little something if you don't mind :-))
*hugs you tight*

[shirebound]

*big fluffy hugs for you*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

*and right back at you, Janet*

[verangel.livejournal.com]

"I didn't expect him taking the lead.
I still can't believe it.

When he opens his eyes now, when he comes over,
when he leans on me - when his silky tongue finds it's
way to my mouth, opening it, gently nibbling with his teeth -
everything changes.

He makes me smile in my soul.

There is no moment I feel ... weaker
There is no moment I feel ... stronger"

This whole thing is so powerful and beautifully written. It could be either one of them in this scenerio depending on how one wants to see it. I know how I see it and I love the discovery of strength in one considered so quiet. It shows vulnerability and discovery and such beauty.

I am catching up and this is the first of "you" I have gotten to read in so long. I haven't been on for long these days cause of so much with the wedding coming up and preparing. I am glad you are here. You are such a light in this journal.
much love to you and hugs you tons xooxooxoxox v

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your lovingly words, angel.
Sometimes words just flow... Writing about these two is always wonderful, my mind is running criss cross to settle down and just enjoy... the silence.

I'm glad you are here for a short while, hope things for the upcoming wedding aren't too stressful. But I know you, you'll handle it great being a proud bride's mom.
I'm thinking of you a lot, my dear.

Love and hugest hugs,
Julchen

[addie71.livejournal.com]

What an adorable kitty hug!

He's mine?
No.
Never.
I don't own him
but it's comforting to know ...
I could. I love this.

I hope you never stop writing my dear. *squishes you*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say, my dear. You are always so kind and your words mean the world to me.
I promise - I'll never stop writing, someone have to bind my hands to stop me :-))

Love you lots,
Julchen

[mews1945.livejournal.com]

uhmmmm, this has such a warm, comforting feeling, like he's so deeply in love, he can hardly understand how he got there.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Love is something one can't explain and Zeke just has to get used to it slowly.
Thank you for this nice compliment, Julia!

[gabi-fics.livejournal.com]

Don't you ever DARE stop, lady. I love these moments of tenderness in my hectic life. Don't stop.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Awww, you are so good to me.
Sometimes we all need to slow down - take care, sweetheart.
I'm thinking of you.
*hugs you gently*

[lijahlover.livejournal.com]

Oh wow stunningly gorgeous and I LOVED this...He's mine?

Yes Zeke he is body and soul I loooooooove a possessive Zeke really.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Wow! Thanks a lot, darling.
You're such a dear!
*hugs you close*

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

when his silky tongue finds it's way to my mouth

Nrrghhh!!!!! *squirms of deliciousness*

The wonder he feels at the beauty of Casey's body is beautifully shown. He has such quiet gratitude that he should be loved like this. It's unbelievably tender. And Casey is a hungry little puppy, mmmm. Thank you for another gorgeous glimpse.

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank YOU, my dear! You put a biiiig smile upon my face :-))
*hugs you tight*

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwwwwww!! So very cute♥

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

My baby is back!!!! I can't tell you how much I missed you!
Thank you so much, sweetheart. I'm more than glad you liked it :-))

So how are you? How's the baby? How's the daddy?

Love and gentliest hugs,
Julchen

[babydracky.livejournal.com]

It's true that I'm not really around lately but I have so many things to do and can't see the end of them^^
But I'm fine! The baby is good and daddy is well too, a little impatient though xD
What about you? How is your knee?
*HUGS*♥