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[julchen11]

This is for  ink_gypsy , keye and and for my f-list !
Thanks for brightening my days ... thanks to all of you!!!



Title: Hopeless?
Pairing: S/E
Rating: none 

Hopeless ?

I love Mother Nature.
The heat as well as
the coldness.
Rain as much as
sunshine. 
It's my private Eden
away from people, 
away from the haste of life.
Here I can rest and think.
IAbout you. 
About us (if there is an "us")... 
I know I can't have you
but still
I give my heart away.
But what is there
to feel ?
When you don't feel the same 
anymore?
I would walk endless miles
and I cry thousand tears
just to be close to you
I need you ... 
to ease my pain
to hug my soul
to take the fragile
peaces of my heart. 

Our time will come ...
maybe someday....
you said months ago.
Do you believe in it?
Do I believe in it?
These days I feel empty ...
sad ...
hopeless...



Love,
Julchen

Comments

[aliensouldream.livejournal.com]

Oh, the sadness! "Rain as much as sunshine". Such is love. You write angst and joy equally well *gentle hugs*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

Thank you, my dear. You make me very happy, do you know this?
*leans on you*