the next one ...

[julchen11]

This is for  ink_gypsy , keye and and for my f-list !
Thanks for brightening my days ... thanks to all of you!!!



Title: Hopeless?
Pairing: S/E
Rating: none 

Hopeless ?

I love Mother Nature.
The heat as well as
the coldness.
Rain as much as
sunshine. 
It's my private Eden
away from people, 
away from the haste of life.
Here I can rest and think.
IAbout you. 
About us (if there is an "us")... 
I know I can't have you
but still
I give my heart away.
But what is there
to feel ?
When you don't feel the same 
anymore?
I would walk endless miles
and I cry thousand tears
just to be close to you
I need you ... 
to ease my pain
to hug my soul
to take the fragile
peaces of my heart. 

Our time will come ...
maybe someday....
you said months ago.
Do you believe in it?
Do I believe in it?
These days I feel empty ...
sad ...
hopeless...



Love,
Julchen

Comments

[frodosweetstuff.livejournal.com]

*sniffles* Ooooh no, what angst!!!!! And the hopelessness... *sniffles more*

Guess I have to run to your next poem in the hope there is more happiness!! :)

*huggles*

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

I didn't want to make you cry. But sometimes it just turns out a little bit sad ...
*offers shoulder to lean on*
*hugs you gently*

[frodosweetstuff.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back* I'm feeling better now!