julchen11 | There and back again

How was your day f-list? Mine was great! I mopped the floor, cleaned the bathroom, combed my cats and that was it! Time for reading, time for writing, time for dreaming. It couldn't have been better and I'm not finished, LOL.

Title: Alive
Pairing: C/Z
Rating: G

Being held by him,

listening to his heartbeat,

the centre of his being

makes me feel …

real…

I’m deeply moved.

My Casey is holding…

his Zeke.

Me.

I love him without words
Because I love him
I don’t even have to say that either....

Placing my hand in the palm of his

I feel the pulse of his open heart.

I still have the same fears,

Hopes, dreams…

Now I have someone I can

Share this all.

Times are over

when my soul was shattered,

Times are over

when I hungered

but no one cared.

His touch is light

when I grow weak,

when he speaks

his voice is quiet…

“It’s the scar of your soul

trying to express your heart,

Zeke…”

His kiss …

soft and slow…

exploring…

makes my heart

explode.

I’m crawling into his

skin, into his soul…

into his life.

He did this to me a long time ago.

Another time the silver beams

of the moon reflect his beauty.

He wants me …

Completely me..

Only me…

I feel … alive.

Far too long I’ve been waiting for those moments

to feel again…

Now

I got my life back.

For the first time

I can tell him …

“I love you so much, Casey…”

This is for my wonderful f-list.
Thanks to all of you for your encouragement. Without friends like you I wouldn't post a single word.

Love you all, good-night darlings!
Julchen