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Title: "Changes"
Pairing: reader's choice
Rating: PG

For the best f-list of the world.

You. Wrapped in

my arms.

 

Me.

Touches. Whispers.

Hands. Fingers.

Lips. Skin.

Contact.

 

Riding on waves

of emotions.

Slowly. Carefully.

Discovering us

inch by inch.

 

Finally

swapping

bitterness and hate

for care and love,

self-destruction and self-distrust

for self-assurance and self-respect,

inaccessibility

for closeness.

 

Listening to our beating hearts…

Invisible scars and  wounds no longer visible…

 

Looking at you –

a vision of perfect grace.

 

I’m

drugged…

with…

 

Is it real love?

 

For my part

it is.

For your part

we have to find out.

 

How far this will go …

who knows...


Have a wonderful Sunday, sweethearts!
 
Love and hugs,
Julchen


Date: 2009-02-01 01:50 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] babydracky.livejournal.com
SO BEAUTIFUL, SWEETIE♥
Thank you so much for posting so beautiful texts!

Date: 2009-02-01 01:59 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Awww, thank you so much, sweetie! You made me smile!
*hugs you very very tight*
*smoochies*

Date: 2009-02-01 01:58 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] addie71.livejournal.com
Lovely, sweetheart.

I hope your Sunday is going beautifully!


I like your new icon! *giggles*
Edited Date: 2009-02-01 01:59 pm (UTC)

Date: 2009-02-01 02:00 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thanks a lot, my dear! Yes, my Sunday is running very very beautiful!
I hope you're enjoying your Sunday as much as I'm enjoying mine :-)
*hugs*

Date: 2009-02-01 02:32 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] shirebound
shirebound: (Default)
*big warm Sunday hugses*

Date: 2009-02-01 03:29 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
*biggest hugs right back at you*
Thank you, sweetie!

Date: 2009-02-01 02:47 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] mews1945.livejournal.com
That's lovely, Juls. I love the way it seems to swirl around, like wine in a glass.

Date: 2009-02-01 03:30 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
thank you so much for your lovingly words, Julia.
*huggles*

Date: 2009-02-01 03:26 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] primula-baggins.livejournal.com
Beautiful! And the picture is amazing.

Date: 2009-02-01 03:30 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
I'm glad you like both, Prim. Thank you!

Date: 2009-02-01 04:24 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] prisca1960.livejournal.com
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Oh, she is back ... wonderful! **hugs you**

Great poem, Julchen! And the pic is amazing!

Date: 2009-02-01 10:07 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
*smiles at you*
Thank you, my dear. Yes, I'm back. I missed my little home here and my friends.
You like the little poem and the pic? That's so wonderful.
*hugs you back*

Date: 2009-02-01 07:01 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] honeyandvinegar.livejournal.com
It almost doesn't need a pairing. It's absolutely gorgeous on an ethereal level. Lovely, lovely. :)

Date: 2009-02-01 10:09 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Awww, thank you, darling! Your words are sweet as honey :-)
I hope you had a good day! *hugs tight*

Date: 2009-02-01 10:03 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] bellewood.livejournal.com
How lovely to see you posting.. you must be feeling better. This is so lovely :)

Date: 2009-02-01 10:10 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thank you, my dearest Belle! I'm feeling better and I'm so very happy you like the poem :-)
*hugs YOU*

Date: 2009-02-01 10:08 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] melyanna-65.livejournal.com
Thanks for the poem, darling!

I hope you enjoyed your Sunday!

*love and hugs back*

Date: 2009-02-01 10:10 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thanks little sister! I had a very relaxing and quiet Sunday! I hope yours was running as well as mine :-)
*snuggles closer*

Date: 2009-02-02 01:52 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] verangel.livejournal.com
I think I must have read this line at least 4 times in my head...its perfection:
"self-destruction and self-distrust
for self-assurance and self-respect"

I felt this said so much and more.
Your writing is always from the gut. Words that you know are so moving to you and giving us thought and feeling through cyberspace.
I was out this weekend and saw this letter when I came home. I was so awestruck and couldn't help but look at those gorgeously hand written words from you and was so happy you would do this. I need to think of something for you. I am hoping you are doing better. I think you are. I feel the spunk coming back.
Hugs you sweet Juchen. much love to you xooxoxxo v

Date: 2009-02-02 10:25 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
You're such an angel, angel! Sometimes words are running through my head ... unsorted ... and one moment later I know exactly what to do with them. I'm glad this little something worked for you, my dear. So you got the letter? And you like it? That makes me happy and as always you make me smile. There's no need to do anything for me, sweetheart. Be just here and be my friend. That alone matters. I'm feeling lots better today, just came home from the doctor and I have to stay at home for another week. Good for me. Time for myself and all the beautiful things I like to do like reading, writing and - most important - dreaming.
Thank you so much for your lovingly word, dear heart. They mean a lot to me.

Love and biggest hugs,
Julchen

Date: 2009-02-02 08:32 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] lijahlover.livejournal.com
This was stunning hun *clings close*

Date: 2009-02-02 10:26 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
You make me blush, sweetie!
*snuggles closer*

Date: 2009-02-02 11:52 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com
Awww, very sweet! :D

I like the way you have several POV's.

*kisses*

Date: 2009-02-03 05:42 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thank you, darling Shinta! You're always so good to me!
*kisses you right back*

Date: 2009-02-02 10:51 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] slipperieslope.livejournal.com
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Touches. Whispers.

Hands. Fingers.

Lips. Skin.

Contact.


LOVED that! And the photo is way cool!

Date: 2009-02-03 05:40 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thank you, sweetheart! Thanks a lot!
*snugglehugs*

Date: 2009-02-03 10:25 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] lisabellex.livejournal.com
Such a loving poem, and what a beautiful picture to pair it with!

This is such a treat.

*hugs you*

:D

Date: 2009-02-10 09:38 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
Thank you for your lovely comment, Lisa.
*hugs you tight*

Date: 2009-02-06 10:08 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] aliensouldream.livejournal.com
I'm so late catching up! Please forgive me.

What an exquisite poem. For me, this sums up why we are all here and why fic is written.

Finally
swapping
bitterness and hate
for care and love,
self-destruction and self-distrust
for self-assurance and self-respect,
inaccessibility
for closeness.


Perfect. It's like a manifesto of love. Only more. It could also be about the changes taking place inside a person regarding himself, as well as between two people. I think you understand very deeply about how self-respect is the foundation of a relationship.

Thank you, Julchen! Words to think on, and to live by.

Date: 2009-02-10 09:40 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] julchen11.livejournal.com
"For me, this sums up why we are all here and why fic is written."

That's so wonderfully said, dear. Sometimes I'm just thinking ... waiting curiously what's coming out of the feather quill ... I'm so very happy you like it, sweetie.
Thank you!

As you said - self-respect is the foundation of a relationship. Without it it won't work.

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