Happy Sunday!

[julchen11]

Title: "Changes"
Pairing: reader's choice
Rating: PG

For the best f-list of the world.

You. Wrapped in

my arms.

 

Me.

Touches. Whispers.

Hands. Fingers.

Lips. Skin.

Contact.

 

Riding on waves

of emotions.

Slowly. Carefully.

Discovering us

inch by inch.

 

Finally

swapping

bitterness and hate

for care and love,

self-destruction and self-distrust

for self-assurance and self-respect,

inaccessibility

for closeness.

 

Listening to our beating hearts…

Invisible scars and  wounds no longer visible…

 

Looking at you –

a vision of perfect grace.

 

I’m

drugged…

with…

 

Is it real love?

 

For my part

it is.

For your part

we have to find out.

 

How far this will go …

who knows...


Have a wonderful Sunday, sweethearts!
 
Love and hugs,
Julchen

Comments

[verangel.livejournal.com]

I think I must have read this line at least 4 times in my head...its perfection:
"self-destruction and self-distrust
for self-assurance and self-respect"

I felt this said so much and more.
Your writing is always from the gut. Words that you know are so moving to you and giving us thought and feeling through cyberspace.
I was out this weekend and saw this letter when I came home. I was so awestruck and couldn't help but look at those gorgeously hand written words from you and was so happy you would do this. I need to think of something for you. I am hoping you are doing better. I think you are. I feel the spunk coming back.
Hugs you sweet Juchen. much love to you xooxoxxo v

[julchen11.livejournal.com]

You're such an angel, angel! Sometimes words are running through my head ... unsorted ... and one moment later I know exactly what to do with them. I'm glad this little something worked for you, my dear. So you got the letter? And you like it? That makes me happy and as always you make me smile. There's no need to do anything for me, sweetheart. Be just here and be my friend. That alone matters. I'm feeling lots better today, just came home from the doctor and I have to stay at home for another week. Good for me. Time for myself and all the beautiful things I like to do like reading, writing and - most important - dreaming.
Thank you so much for your lovingly word, dear heart. They mean a lot to me.

Love and biggest hugs,
Julchen